Tag Archive | Sadness

Lost song

There is no song only poetry,

the music left with your silence,

and in a bitter cry

died the memory.

 

There is no song only poetry,

the music left with your silence.

And I keep waiting…

I was left alone!

 

And my song was lost

with your silence,

and there was no music only poetry…

 

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From the book “Love, Sorrow and Disregard” 

 

In silence…

You in your world,

I am in mine.

You are self-absorbed,

I’m lost!

 

I cry, I weep!,

and you look at me.

Only words…

There is more hurt.

 

You in your world,

I am in mine.

You are self-absorbed,

I’m in pain!

 

I don’t scream anymore

you don’t look at me.

Only words,

I’m dying, I’m lost…

 

You in your world,

I am in mine.

You are self-absorbed,

I said it clear; I will forget you!

 

I cry in silence,

you already forget me.

There are no more words,

I fell asleep…

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From the book “Love, Sorrow and Disregard” 

 

The Sad Little Girl

This little girl is leaving,

is leaving alone, is leaving sad,

she is living tired of waiting.

 

She wanted to reach you and desperate

she yelled in anguish, she shouted to shut up!

But you don’t listen, you never heard,

and the sad little girl was left alone.

 

Time passes and you more distant,

the little sad girl lonely cried,

and even more sad you left her.

The beautiful little girl once you loved so

of sadness she died alone.

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From the book “Love, Sorrow and Disregard” 

I only know

I don’t know if by whim,
I don’t know if by pain,
all I know is that my heart
doesn’t want to let you go.

I don’t know if I still love you,
I don’t know if I ever loved you,
I only know that I have you there
from the day I meet you.

I don’t know if I want to forget you,
I don’t know if I ever will forget you,
I only know that I remember you
and that in my heart you remained.

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From the book “Love, Sorrow and Disregard”

Absent

I was about to forget you,
I pretended not to think of you
But today I saw you again
And hope was reborn.

Every time more far,
And more close
All the time absent
And at the same time present.

I was about to forget you
And today you knocked at my door
I Saw your smile, I felt your hands
My eyes smiled and you muted my lips.

In this cold solitude
Today you didn’t show up
My eyes didn’t laugh
Arrive oblivion, you are not longer here.

-Noemi Lara
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*Published and translated with permission of the author you can visit her at https://laramar2.wordpress.com

I Don’t Have Any Dreams!

Not so long ago I was being interviewed and I was asked; do you have any dreams? And I said; no, I don’t have any dreams, the interviewer looked at me all confused, and I just smiled at her. In reality, I have so many dreams and hopes, but I have learned that it does not matter how many dreams I have, and it does not matter how well I plan to make them come true, if the Lord has different plans for me then my dreams will not become a reality.

So, I learned that He has bigger dreams for me. I only let Him know my dreams but I let Him dream for me, because I know, He has better things for me. That does not mean that I have no goals, I have one too many, but I have let the Lord guide my life completely. It is not easy, because sometimes I get excited with certain things, and they just don’t happen, still the Lord knows what is best for me, and He will always provide because he wants me to be the beginning and not the end. Having dreams is wonderful, but letting the Lord to dream with you is priceless, because he knows what is best for you, and He will bless you according to His will and for His glory.

And you, do you have any dreams?

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Madness

I do not want to love you,

forbidden love,

crazy love,

wounded love. .

I do not want to love you,

love of no one,

love of everyone,

love? … Who knows?

I do not want to love you!,

I cry awake,

I close my eyes

and I love you more.

I do not want to love you,

you did not sought me,

just go alone …

Leave me in peace!

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Taken from my book of poetry “Del Amor, El Desamor y El Olvido” (Love, Sorrow and Disregard) that is being translated.

Slowly

Little by little

I’m saving your memories.

Little by little

I forgot you’re not here.

Little by little

I die in silence,

and I live … perhaps …

ensuring …

even I know,

you will not comeback.

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From the book “Del Amor, El Desamor y El Olvido” (Love, Sorrow and Disregard)

Looking

What did you lose?

     —an angel sweetly asks me—

What do you look for incessantly, taciturn?

 

I answer:

I was looking for the time that left unannounced,

the love that enter without saying goodbye

and the tear that was lost when you left.

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From the book “Del Amor, EL Desamor y El Olvido” (Love, Sorrow and Disregard)

 

Move on and Move Forward!

Amazingly January is almost over. It seems like yesterday when we just welcomed the New Year and yet it seems like we are still living in the past. Correct me if I’m wrong, but I’m pretty sure that many of us are still writing 2013 instead of 2014, for some reason it takes time to get adjusted to the new year, after all it was a whole year! So while we are still hanging on to the past; don’t you think today is a good day to move on and move forward?

Forget about the past, forget about what you didn’t do and still hope you can fix, yesterday is history and today is a gift, that is why it is called the present. Yes! Today is a great day to begin, move on and move forward with your life and be happy, life is too short to be wasted. Remember “[the Lord] will show you the path of life; In [His] presence [your life] is full of joy; At [His] right hand are pleasures forevermore” Psalms 16:11 KJV

Don’t dwell in past, move on and move forward! 😉